introduction
a little bit abt me
Hmm let's see.. how shall I start.. a simple hi wld do I think. Hi! My name is Huda. It's Arabic for 'guidance', so I guess I have a lot to live up to. The affectionate nickname Hudakins was given to me by a cute friend of mine called Audrey. It sounds innocent enough, and I know she has gd intentions, yet I can't help but suspect that it's rly 'kinky Huda' in disguise. I dunno. Well anyway. :)

my favourite things
makes me smile
I ♥ chatting, cycling, kayaking, ziplining, go-karting/luge-ing, gg places, shopping, camps, mass dances/exercises, arts & crafts, colours, science, learning abt Islam, trips/outings, strolling ard, swings, rides, looking at the sky, looking at houses, looking at well-dressed ppl, wind, flowers and nature. I like Kit Kats, The Coffee Club's vanilla milkshakes, Banquet's dark choc drink, orange kaya bread, macaroni goreng, mee hoon goreng mama, hawaiian pizza and of cos Mr Bean's choc pancake. Ooh yumz =9

chatterbox
your voice was all i heard

blogrings
round and round we go
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time machine
walk down memory lane
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thk you all
how abt a round of applause
Layout: Nicole
Inspiration: I ; II
Color codes: Color Codes
Edited by Yours Truly *muah*

Shifting
Monday, July 12, 2010 @ 9:39 AM
Hello world I doubt nobody cares but I'm just gg to tell you anyway. I AM MOVING TO TUMBLR NAO! http://lilreddots.tumblr.com heheh cya there!!! I just like how it has more neat functions than Blogger, OK BYE :)

Apparently I made this Tumblr when I was in Sec 3, but I forgot abt it LOL.

And if you're wondering why "lilreddots", although I know none of you are, it's cus I used to be called a Pimple Monster so yes :\ Ah story of my life. I'm just glad my skin's better now, Alhamdulillah :)
Run away
Thursday, July 8, 2010 @ 9:21 AM
Honestly from the bottom of my heart I truly wish I can change into a different class next semester. I know this wish may or may not be the best thing for me, but I know I'll be hpy enough w just the change itself. Call me a coward it's true I wna run away. I'm still not rdy to face my own consequences. I want to run away.
Hair plans + Flowers :)
Tuesday, July 6, 2010 @ 10:48 PM
Hehe, it feels like it's been so long since I last blogged! A lot has hpned, but I just don't feel like talking abt anyth right now, Idk why. I just feel like writing abt how excited I am to like change my hairstyle finally! But not anytime soon tho. Maybe sem break. I can't decide which one to do first, soft rebonding or dyeing (ash brown :D) or cut a bob! I wna do them allll, but I guess I shall continue to keep it long for now since I've nvr kept my hair this long bfr my whole life lol. And when I am in Year 2 I shall try out light brown contacts! Hope I won't look weird :\ Why Year 2? Cus I don't wna do so much so quick tt I'll fade out so soon. I wna start w humble beginnings and build myself up from thr :) OH AND OF COS I WNA LOSE WEIGHT. Plan to lose 5kg by end of this yr Insya Allah! Ramadhan cming hehehe :)

OK suddenly now I feel like coloured contacts aint such a gd idea. Gosh I'm fickleminded. Ah well. I just hope to look better soon! And FINALLY this wkend I hv nth on. Shall get my blogshop open you ppl help me out okay :) I hv this urge to clean and redecorate my rm too whoo for bursts of creativity :D My #1 motivation for cleaning my rm is tt time when we went to Melaka thr was this huuuge flower shop I got so lost in tt my mum had to bodily pull me out my Nyai told me I cld buy some flowers once my rm is done. I can't wait I love flowers oh no!!!! :)

Some bouquets tt I adore too much aren't they sweet ♥




You know I've been pretty down lately but I'm all right now!!! Yay :) And even just admiring these pics makes me smile :) Well bye everyone :)
it has to be you
Saturday, June 12, 2010 @ 3:22 AM
Cinderella's Sister rly is one of the best shows I hv ever watched in my entire life. It's made me reflect on myself, the ppl ard me, love and basically life as a whole thousands of times. It's got me thinking abt the different kinds of ppl there are in this world. How they affect one another. It's just so amazing how you started off alone, then you meet someone. And ever since then you're unable to live w/o him or her. I mean you were completely fine on your own for your entire life bfr you met them, so how can it be so hard to do tt agn? It's like... Idk, bluetack? Cus tt's what I've been playing with whilst watching the eps today so it sparked me haha (technically this one's white so it's more of whitetack but ah doesn't matter). As in hearts are like bluetacks. Like you're this one lonely lil lump, but it's ok it's all gd. Tt's how you roll. Then one day, another lump comes by and you bump into each other. You become stuck tgt, and it's a whole new big lump of bluetack. Like an entire new whole. Like you've become one. So when you try to separate, you just can't. Cus you've become a part of him and he a part of you. You're incomplete w/o each other now. Yes. Now tt's what you call soulmates. ♥

LOL what an unromantic way to describe love. But yes. It's true what right. What a discovery lol. I love (making up) theories/metaphors. Qey wld know tt hehe. Here's what I mean:

It Has To Be You - Yesung

Even today, I wander in my memory
And I'm straying around the end of this road
You’re still holding me tightly, even though I can’t see you any more
I’m losing my way again
That I want to see you and hold you more
I pray as I look to the sky
It can’t be if it’s not you
I can’t be without you
It’s okay if I’m hurt for a day, a month or a year like this
It’s fine even if my heart hurts
Because I love only you
I can't send you away one more time
I can’t live without you
It can’t be if it’s not you
I can’t be without you
It’s okay if I’m hurt for a day, a month or a year like this
It’s fine even if my heart hurts
Because I love only you
My injured heart is telling me to find you
Screaming
Where are you?
Can’t you hear my voice?
To me…
Even if I live again
Even if I'm reborn a thousand times
I can’t live without you even for one day
I will protect this love
I will love this love
Yes, because I'm only happy if I'm with you
I'm only happy if I love you.


I've nvr had an experience like this bfr, even with S. With S, when it was over, I took 2 whole yrs to get over him. During those 2 yrs, it was, like how I wrote it, "I'm not in love with you anymore. I'm in love without you." Yes. You can nvr seem to forget your first love ("...even though they weren't much"). And he was mine. Tt's all. It's all gd now. :)

But I rly do still wonder. When I will meet my soulmate, or if I ever will even. Like is there rly a soulmate out there for me. Oh well. If it's meant to be, it's meant to be. I believe in God's Decree. I believe in Destiny. ♥
i'm straying away agn
Saturday, May 29, 2010 @ 1:07 AM
"Quran is the last and final revelation of Allah, revealed to the last and final messenger Prophet Muhammad (pbuh). The Holy Quran is the most positive book in this world. It’s a proclamation to humanity. It’s a fountain of mercy & wisdom. It’s a warning to the heedless. An assurance to those who are in doubt. A solace to the suffering. And hope to those who are in despair. Do you think it’s possible to derive all these benefits from the Holy Quran unless you read, understand, ponder over the meaning, implement and put it to practice? Alhamdulillah, the Holy Quran is the most widely read book in the world. But unfortunately it’s also the book, which is maximum read without understanding. That’s the reason, the relationship of the Muslims with the Quran has weakened, and it has left us with only paying outwardly respect to it, and we have not derived the real benefit and guidance for which it was revealed. What a tragic misfortune it is, if you get the Quran and you went away empty handed. Souls untouched, hearts unmoved, and life unchanged."

"And one of the signs of the Last Day is when the mosques will be full of people but they will be empty of right guidance."

"The Hour will come, when people believe in the stars and reject Al-Qadar (the Divine Decree of destiny)."

"There will come a time upon the Ummat when people will recite the Quran, but it will not go further than their throats (into their hearts)."

"There will come a time for my people when there will remain nothing of the Quran except its outward form and nothing of Islam except its name and they will call themselves by this name even though they are the people furthest from it."

Huda.... are you not scared? Yes you know you are, but it SEEMS to be the least of your problems. You SEEM to be more worried that you can't swim, that you don't have enough stamina, what ppl rly think of you, when you're gna get your pocket money, whether your bag/earrings/ring/dress are still in stock, if you can get that LMS retest, what grades you're gna get, how far behind you are in your schwork, if anyone's gna eat up those Kit Kats in the fridge, that you'll feel lonely....

Why? The one Thing tt truly matters, the one Thing tt you know will NVR let you down. Why aren't you prioritizing It, Huda? You know that nth in this world is ever built to last. So don't keep holding onto them. Hope, what use is hope? If you don't do anything abt it? It's faith tt'll get you through, my dear. Do what is required of you and have faith in Allah.